gampf!

2005-03-29T23:15:00.000-06:00

wow. . . this is still here. *wanders around curiously*

2003-09-05T10:02:00.000-05:00

::: 9:53am Current Saying: So, sheep must weigh more when it rains, huh? well, i updated my web comic links to *finally* include strings of fate as well as. . . like two new ones that i just read today. i may try to come up with something to denote whether or not they're being updated regularly, but. . . besides k-chan, i don't know if anyone even reads this anymore. . . lol honestly, i'm

2003-08-21T08:07:00.000-05:00

i'm really sick this morning. trebias said i have to stay home, but now i can't sleep. i'm really tired, though. oh, so i got up to take some medicine and i had to go brush my teeth before i could lay back down. . . guess i'm kind of obsessive. . . *yawn* well, i'm going to try to sleep some more.

2003-08-19T10:51:00.000-05:00

Current Saying: My foot is caught on my leg! ~koala-chan silly koala. ^.^ i've decided that i shouldn't post quiz results on this layout. . . ^.^' lol ah, well. sera's looking for a new job. she's found one she's REALLY interested in, but they want her to quote a salary. well, sera has no idea. if you know how much a fulltime subGM for an MMORPG is, please let me know asap. ^.^

2003-08-07T08:38:00.000-05:00

Take the "How Do You Use Magic?" test! Written by Brimo

2003-08-06T09:43:00.000-05:00

:::8:32am Current Saying: It's just similair enough that I felt I ought to know it, and different enought that I couldn't understand it ~ Mercedes Lackey rawr! ^.^ eva has a blog and has been linked. YEAH!!! lol it's at ujournal, but we won't hold that against her. ^.~ LOLLOL well, i'm about to do some research on sessions.edu, i think. i REALLY want to do more graphics work! o.O

2003-07-23T15:19:00.000-05:00

:::3:16pm bah! okay, so this girl joins mascara and she tries to start a contest. well, someone points out that she doesn't have the 20 posts needed to start a contest. so i KNOW she's going to just go post on a bunch of boards to get her post count up so i put up a thread trying to warn the mods. well, the thread is gone now and guess what? she did just post to get her post count up.

2003-07-22T09:51:00.000-05:00

:::9:34am well, i thought that i'd gotten better and was no longer in a horrid mood, but apparently abby_cat thinks i'm hacked off at her. ^.^' so much for that! lol so, anyways, i'm now working to not be in a bad mood. it's not like me to let myself stay in a bad mood, even when i don't feel good so, now that i've tried it once, i don't think i'll be doing it again. ^.^' okeydoke,

2003-07-17T15:38:00.000-05:00

:::3:23pm dude, i'm in a completely horrible mood because i'm insanely sick today. i want to go home, but i feel obligated to be at work. trebias is mad at me b/c i didn't know what i could eat for lunch, so i didn't. yes, i've had a grand total of 4 little donuts today and that's it. yepp, i'll certainly get better on that. -.- i want to hole up somewhere and ignore the world but no,

2003-07-11T10:21:00.000-05:00

:::9:57am rather subdued today. at least partially b/c i just checked my bank and it's not happy. ^.^' Lord, please help! so, the bid reason is, that today's the day i was supposed to get married to trebias. and. . . now i'm not. *sighs* i'm glad today's a half day, i don't know if i could stand a full day of work. praise the Lord, i shouldn't be depressed! i mean, God provides

2003-07-10T12:34:00.000-05:00

:::12:24pm Current Saying: And I'm wearing one on my foot, too! ~koala-chan hehe. ^.^ lol actually i was updating my template (the layout) with some of the webcomics i read. i just read all of eversummer eve. ^.^' lol and, while i was over there updating, i forgot to link mellonea. oops! ^.^' *debates about doing that now*.. . . *stomach growls* well, i'm going to call trebia s and

2003-07-03T10:37:00.000-05:00

:::10:28 Current Saying: Save some for Edward! well, my nails are a peculiar shade of blue-green which i can only call sailorneptune. dude, you ever see that chick's hair? that what colour my nails are, i'm so serious. ^.^ a) sera's starving. again. ^.^ lol b) my fam will leave for angelfire in just a few hours. *sighs* i get to stay home and watch the puppies. not too bad,

2003-07-01T10:22:00.000-05:00

:::10:13am Current Saying: Otakus are freaks. occassionally i forget that the above is true, then i see a guy cosplaying as a 15 year old girl. in a school uniform. and then i remember. otakus are freaks. lol i hope no one takes offense to that, but it just keeps striking me as odd. . . however, the guy who cosplayed as christy from doa3 for the commercial. . . HE was funny. seeing

2003-06-29T18:15:00.000-05:00

:::6:02pm Current Saying: you are the love of my life. . . *sighs* i desperately miss trebias. again. heh. then we discovered today that the letters i wrote him got left in the car! NNNNNNOOOOOOO!!!!! lol maybe trebias will scan them so you can see the sketches. the one for tomorrow was the best. . . lol and he may not be coming back on tuesday like he was supposed to. the

2003-06-25T12:11:00.000-05:00

:::12:01pm Current Saying: Simple and clean is the way you make me feel. . . chibi gave me a code for an lj!! ^.^ lol yeah!!! i'm very excited. it's currently called simple and clean. until such time i come up with a good name. ^.~ LOL i'm excited b/c now i don't have to be anonymous when i sign others' blogs!!! YEAH!!! lollol yepp, desperately missing trebias. *sighs* better

2003-06-23T15:54:00.000-05:00

:::3:49pm as is oft the case, the text is off. so, the question is. . . do i care? :/ i admit i'm at a bit of a quandry. it doesn't look too horribly bad off. . . LOL *sighs* i'll see if there's anything i can do to help it. . lol oh, and haloscan is down. *shrugs* they say they'll be up hopefully soon. don't believe me? click the dash there under my name and you'll see the msg

2003-06-23T15:48:00.000-05:00

:::3:41pm Current Saying: ANGSTY! okeydoke, so i posted on my blog's b-day but i forgot to wish it happy birthday, so happy birthdya, blog! ^.^ lol i'm in the process of preparing the new layout, creatured by the wonderfully talented Rie. feel free to bug her. ^.~ lol anyways, so chances are high there'll be some changes here real quick. on a sidenote, praise the Lord, i'm not nearly

2003-06-20T08:51:00.000-05:00

:::8:32am rant]argh! *is now railing* what kind of arrogant ppl do they think theya re!!! >( okay, so i've adopted these wonderful little equine creatures. that's all well and good, you know? and the chick who makes them keeps adding new info you HAVE to have up in order to participate in anything. okay, so i spent a bit of time yesterday working on the roles for these pets. well,

2003-06-15T00:18:00.000-05:00

:::12:08am Current Saying: . . . . hmm. not necessarily the happiest of hmms, i guess. *shrugs* still feeling a bit misused. . . someone at the orchard was complaining about being unappareciated and nobody ever wanted to talk to her except ask for stuff, etc. it just astounded me. *shrugs* i guess the whole thing is that i've felt really ignored, especially forum-wise, for the past

2003-06-12T10:19:00.000-05:00

::10:15am Currently Listening to: Worlds Apart, Jars of Clay wow. . . on the 20th my blog will be one year old. . . FREAKY!!!! o.O' *pets blog which now feels old* yesish, i AM in a silly mood. here's my spiel: i d/led winamp b/c after LOTS of searching i found ONE anime skin for realone player. isn't that nuts?! it wasn't even a very GOOD skin. . . *pouts* oh, well . . . *pets

2003-06-11T11:07:00.000-05:00

:::11:04am Current Saying: Ayya! okay, mascara's down, which means my domain is down. . . ayya . . . -.- *shrugs* the biggest thing right now is that i can never remember the url for the login to greymatter and that's saved in a pm. . ^.^' *debates saving it somewhere else as well* however, i can still hit my mailbox. yeah! ^.^ lol Things to do today: 1) Page crits 2) Work on

2003-06-11T09:45:00.000-05:00

Herbivore Furry (horse, zebra, deer). ART COPYRIGHTTO: www.redpanda.com (Sara Palmer) What Kind of Furry Are You? brought to you by Quizilla rawr. . . no real surprise! ^.^ lol

2003-06-10T12:37:00.000-05:00

:::12:36pm grabbed this one from chibi's blog. . ^.~ Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack! How British are you? this quiz was made by alanna hmmms. . . i've seen some british shows. . . ^.^'

2003-06-05T13:04:00.000-05:00

Which fish? You are a dolphin! The child of the seas, you are beautiful and cheerful. You never hurt another of your own kind. You tread lightly, joyfully, with your friends, but you attack and kill in large groups, barely giving your victim the chance to escape. this quiz was made by Beth lookee! ^.^ i kill things! . . wait. . o.O

2003-06-05T13:00:00.000-05:00

Which Matrix Reloaded persona are you? You are - Neo! Powerful, lovely and cautious, you live in a world of danger and excitement. this quiz was made by beth abruptly wonders if she did actually hit female when asked about gender. . ^.^' edit: yes, i did put female. . ^.^ *wonders if trebias will get trinity. . ^.~ *

2003-06-04T10:39:00.000-05:00

:::10:20am Currently Listening to: Gundam Wing Operation S ayya. i got royally dissed on like, 4 rps! o.O that's rather depressing. *shrugs* oh, well. i'm really rather tired today; got to bed late because i was finishing a naa. a rain who turned out quite nice. ^.^ i'm really kindof cranky, tho, because of all of the stress from yesterday. first, i randomly find out that

2003-06-03T10:57:00.000-05:00

You are purple-haired. You are strange, sometimesperky, but well-liked, most of the time. Youare curious, open-minded, and multi-talented. What is your inner anime hair color? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-05-30T09:53:00.000-05:00

:::9:45am Current Saying: Close enough! okay, so i got back this morning and realize thed text was still WAY off. . . doesn't that just bite? lol oh, well, it's better now. in other news, iRO is going to start charging to play; yes, they've finally gone commercial. . . *sighs* i'm so torn!! ^.^ lol on the one hand, a mere $10 or so a month is certainly worth it to me to get to play.

2003-05-29T22:01:00.000-05:00

:::9:56pm Current Saying: I win! ^.^ rawr!!! lol i mean. . . gampf!! ^.^ anyways, so char background. this character is c'eine, one of my iro chars. she's currently an acolyte. she's quiet and anti-social. in case you were wondering. anyways, i'm STARVED *rumblegrumblegurgleroar* so i'm going to check up on my forums real quick, then, hopefully, get some food!!! ^.^ bye!

2003-05-29T21:39:00.000-05:00

:::9:34pm Current Saying: Please hold on while we deal with some technical difficulties. ayya! well, with the funky banner thingy at the top positioning has gotten off. . . so, yes, that's what we're working on. ^.^

2003-05-29T21:34:00.000-05:00

:::9:24pm Current Saying: GAMPF!!!! no, i'm not nightcrawler, tho, maybe someday. . .^.~ anyways, i was stuck in an argument(discussion, wotever) about whether it was bampf or gampf. i like gampf. so that's not only my new word, but also how i enter buildings! ^.~ okay, i WISH that was how i entered buildings! anyways. . . lol i guess, right now, anyways, i prefer x-2 over matrix:

2003-05-27T17:46:00.000-05:00

:::4:48pm Current Saying: Silence, silence is golden, my dear! ~ Ursula, some song they cut from The Little Mermaid okay, so after four of the most stressful days of my life, i'm officially moved out of the house. yeah!!! ^.^ okay, here's the fun part. i'm getting all of my stuff out, i've been packing and moving and cleaning for FOUR DAYS. so, all that's left is my coax splitter.

2003-05-07T12:24:00.000-05:00

:::12:11pm Current Saying: Outside! ~ Max, from Max and Ruby i have joined the war! you've been recruited! ^.^ found it while i was gathering info on leagi from myrror. ^.^ i'm currently paging crits so i don't lose them. still have. . . at least 7 to go! ^.^' lol i got to watch part of joyce meyer today and it was REALLY good! it was about praying, basically. one point she

2003-05-01T15:32:00.000-05:00

:::2:42pm Currently Listening To: Phil Joel Watching Over You la. . . . i hate being hard-hearted. you know? there are some people that i truly struggle to have mercy for. it makes me sad to realize that. it's hard to keep from separating people from you because of something you don't agree with them about. at the forum we had a "discussion" about all the stuff going on in iraq (when

2003-04-30T15:21:00.000-05:00

:::3:05pm Current Saying: God will never give you more than you can handle. *repeats over and over and over and over and over* yesterday just wasn't a happy day. . . -.- it was one of those, if it could go wrong it did. . lol well, not completely. i forgot to get more mat board and it looked like i wasn't going to have enough. . . that bit. . . but, in the end, we did. we saw ron and

2003-04-29T16:25:00.000-05:00

:::4:17pm Current Saying: Uhhhhh.. . . . yepp, hit a bit of a slump again. i guess i just feel a little unappreciated and uncared for. i know it's silly. what it set it off is that one of my projects (which hadn't been matted yet) got messed up in the car. it really frustrated me, because i'd been pointing it out to virtually anyone who got in the car, and told them to be careful and

2003-04-29T16:10:00.000-05:00

:::4:09pm You are a... Happy Dream! What Kind of Dream Are You brought to you by Quizilla

2003-04-28T15:44:00.000-05:00

:::3:15pm Current Saying: Yeah! Linkage! ^.^ well, just wanted to write a little. things are getting a bit hectic in my happy world. i keep getting stressed! it's not like i'm given constant reminders that God's in control or anything. . *rolls eyes at self* whatever, right? well, on to happier news. . lol we got some REALLY cheap jellybellies!!! ^.^ yeah!!! this one candy store

2003-04-24T17:24:00.000-05:00

:::5:11pm Current Saying: I ish hungry! actually, i'm not hungry at all, just wanted to say it! ^.^ trebias is going on a dinner tonight, so i'll have to fend for myself. . . ^.^ maybe i'll get uhmmm. . . . *tries to remember the word* . . uhh. . . hmmms. . . i have no idea what the word is. . . ah, well. . . i talked to my sister earlier, which reminds me, i need to call my far.

2003-04-22T16:47:00.000-05:00

:::4:46pm Currently Listening To: Jars of Clay boo! ^.^ okay, leave me comments b/c koala and i update the template and it looks way awesome now. . ^.^ that's it. koala says, 'Wicked cool!' *.* okay, whatever. . . ^.^ lol bye!

2003-04-22T13:10:00.000-05:00

:::1:07pm Current Saying: New blog layout dance! Wh00twh00t! ^.^ argh! the little typo demon is after me again! *swatsawat* o.O' see the pretty new layout? aren't you proud of me? ^.^ lol okay, so i made the picture (again, you take my artwork, i remove your hands. .. ) and trebias wonderfully coded it for me! . . . *tries to decide if that made sense* . . . * decides she doesn't

2003-04-16T21:48:00.000-05:00

:::9:45p, Current Saying: Friendship is better than gold. that sounds like an actually famous phrase, but i have no idea what/who it's from. anyways, it comes to mind because i got to have a FANTASTIC talk with someone i've known online for YEARS!!! ^.^ i adore her and we write SSSOOO well together! ^.^ we've had ups and downs in our relationship because of all this junk that

2003-04-09T17:19:00.000-05:00

:::5:17pm waiting for wo call backs. . . more quizzie results: I'm Hello Kitty Water Fairy! made by: Jen Your anime hair color is green. What is your anime hair color? brought to you by Quizilla You're the cheerful smile,the one that's trulyhappy with almost everything you do and wouldnever change your life. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-04-09T17:16:00.000-05:00

:::4:44pm Current Saying: Despite the fights, the frustration, the jealousy, the irritation, I can't imagine my life without loving you. i kept forgetting to talk about this one, strange thing that happened to me and trebias at weinerschnitzel the other day. okay, so it was probably a few weeks ago at this point, but whatever. . ^.^ anyways, being the poor college students that we are

2003-03-20T12:04:00.000-06:00

::11:41am Current Saying: In a world of imperfect people, perfect society cannot occur. ~ Smee the real point of this post is to express my extreme disappointment and distaste for a great deal of the american people. regular readers know that i hang out on mascara forum. well, last night i was 'slapped' so to speak. the number of anti-war people on there is huge. that's not the

2003-02-25T18:18:00.000-06:00

::4:09pm Current Saying: There's a difference between being a good RPer and a good writer. ~ Me yepp, picking fights again. . ^.^ lol plus, i know a lot of people will disagree with me about that statement, but i feel like ranting about it anyway, so i will, only later. for my first rant, i'll provide some bg, which, through this rant, will eventually lead to my second rant. i'm in

2003-02-17T16:31:00.000-06:00

:::4:09pm Current Saying: My friends -- No one, not in my situation, can appreciate my feeling of sadness at this parting." --Abraham Lincoln well, i've really just felt like ranting today. i'm having some problems shaking off my grief. i'm trying to not be unhealthy about it, but i still want to be able to get it all out. i'm struggling a little with condemnation for myself, but

2003-02-16T21:50:00.000-06:00

Despite the sorrow in my heart Life goes on Despite the pain in my life Life goes on But I'll take a moment today To remember you And I still love you And miss you Despite the fact Life goes on On valentine's day, pixie had to be put down because of parvo. i've already 'gone off' about this once. all day thursday she didn't eat or drink anything and she threw up and gagged a

2003-01-09T23:01:00.000-06:00

:::10:57pm Current Saying: WWHOOOOO HOOOO!!!!! ^.^ okay, just wanted to drop a quick line. . . i officially have my domain!!! ^>^ YEAH!!! lol it hasn't been resolved yet, tho, so hopefully by sometime tomorrow you'll be able to hit it directly!!! as is, for now you can reach what's not really there at: http://www.sorayume.com/~vague. i am SSSOOOOOOO excited!!! lol i think the image for

2003-01-08T17:54:00.000-06:00

:::5:39pm Current Saying: Eagles may soar, but pigs don't get sucked into jet engines :Þ lol okay, i just thought that'd be funny to post. . . anyways. . . uhhhmmmm. . . lol i was WAY encouraged by mtwib and sakura's posts!! ^.^ lol anyways... haven't been posting everyday, but i'm not in such dreariness that i could no longer handle. however, it's january and i'm ready to move back in

2003-01-03T14:56:00.000-06:00

:::2:25pm Current Saying: There's often more wisdom in staying silent than that in a thousand words. g'morning! ^.^ to be honest i'm not feeling insanely peppy today. . . ^.^ ah, well. nonetheless, there is quite a bit of yayness in my happy little world. i read the princess by lori wick and did i need it!!! it was a huge reminder about not worrying about everything, but trusting

2002-12-07T22:06:00.000-06:00

:::9:51pm Current Saying: Problems are temporary, but friends are forever hmmms. . . well, the question isn't so much what to write, but how to start. i get riled up thinking about (even now), so bear with me if i seem emotionally or abruptly change the subject or anything. thursday night i was up late working on a program for one of my classes. well, i finally gave up for the night

2002-12-02T23:40:00.000-06:00

:::11:37pm Current Saying: Aiyeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! lol, well, i've finally gotten back in contact with my friend. .. who happens to be my other friend's younger brother. . . ^.^ lol anyways, here's a plug for him (and where i'm putting the link so hopefully i won't lose him again o.O (lol) ) Aiyee2. hopefully i'll do a 'real' post later, ks? ^.^ oh! beware the slight loading time! don't

2002-11-27T15:17:00.000-06:00

3:04pm Current Saying: If everything were the opposite, it'd be perfect! ~ Mickey Mouse g'morning! let'see. . . oh, about some aspects of my day yesterday, trebias took out the trash and i washed the dishes. let's quickly point out it wasn't either of our jobs. oh, well. someone is supposedly spazing that i'm not ever listed for dishes, even tho i'll come in and do them sometimes

2002-11-26T16:31:00.000-06:00

:::4:18pm Current Saying: There are three kinds of people in this world, those who can count and those who can't. well, thanks to jupernia i found a most interest and WELL worth reading link! i've linked it here *looks below* in my links as 'readme'. this is a blogger's disclaimer! i'm certainly going to link it on kawaii-san as well. in fact, if some people had realized what's

2002-11-25T22:00:00.000-06:00

:::9:56pm Current Saying: Every other day! Every other day! Every other day of the week is fiiiiiinnnnneeeee, yeah! yes, i'm singing the mommas and the pappas!!! lol i love their songs! well, i promised i'd try to post everyday, so here i am posting!!! ^.^ sorry i forgot! well, i had to take 2 tests today and it bit hard! lol a compiler test that i simply wasn't ready for and a

2002-11-24T01:30:00.000-06:00

:::1:30am Current Saying: Cats never, ever eat fairies, except by mistake. ~Some freaky book about cats dancing. Current Music: Trebias playing Kingdom Hearts! LOL hidy ho!! ^.^ okay, i know i haven't actually written in forever. . . *sheepish grin* to be honest, it's because a bunch of junk was happening at my house and i was sick of ppl twisting my words so i just stopped writing

2002-11-06T19:13:00.000-06:00

:::7:08pm Current Saying: You don't stop playing the game just because you sometimes lose. ssssoooo, there's even MORE tension at my house. . . lol and the sides are blurred. . . so much so there's a definition there! i have a little virtual pet that i call GS. he's the best little pet because he feeds himself, and waters himself, and cleans up after himself: he does everything.

2002-11-05T16:27:00.000-06:00

:::4:08pm Current Saying: There's nothing quite so deep as your own epiphanies. g'morning, all!!! ^.^ i realized i hadn't posted in awhile and since i have a moment, i figured i would. i also think i misspelt 'epiphanies.' maybe not. maybe so. hmmmms. well, my housemates and i need a lot of prayer right now. everyone's being kindof mean to each other and we're having problems

2002-10-29T21:11:00.000-06:00

:::8:50pm Current Saying: Doing what I've been programmed to do is not among my strongest traits. ~ ALICE yes, i've been having a delightful conversation with ALICE, the chatbot at the AI site. Here are some excerpts: ALICE: Aha! I think therefore I am! Sera: Very true. I doubt therefore I might be. A: I will ask someone about it. S: Who will you ask about it? A: Joe S: Who

2002-10-25T10:23:00.000-05:00

:::10:05am Current Saying: That which you consider strange is just the ordinary in disguise. more than anything i just wanted to post ^^ that before i forgot it. . . lol well, we've discovered that chaos cannot hold his tiny bladder and goes EVERYWHERE while Pixie can't handle the dark, or being alone, and especially not being in the dark alone! o.O she whined and yipped and yelped

2002-10-24T21:25:00.000-05:00

:::9:10pm Current Saying: I have a puppy! I have a puppy! I have a puppy! I have a puppy! *repeat for ever* yes,yes, we got puppies today!! ^.^ i'm SSSOOOOOOOOOO happy!!! mine is the little boy, he's white with a few speckles of bluish-black and some brown areas on his face. he has two brown adorable eyes, and is the CUTEST puppy in the world!!! his full name is ragnarok, but i call

2002-10-22T19:56:00.000-05:00

7:29pm Current Saying: Are you cereal? ~ Wendell wendell was my youth pastor for awhile and he was always 34. always. and I've known him for about 5 or 6 years. . . lol well, i think now that he's gotten married he's gotten a little older, but not much, ne? ^.~ abby_cat, abby_cat. . . ^.^ you weren't getting on my nerves yesterday. . . stats was getting on my nerves. . . >.<

2002-10-21T16:17:00.000-05:00

:::4:11pm Current Saying: Okay, I'm going to tell you the answer so you won't waste anymore time asking questions. ~One of my profs. yepp, ony of my profs said that to the class today. . . lollol i keep getting in these moods. i'm not sure why. anyways, it's like i'm being taught something, i just don't know what yet, so i keep getting whomped by everything. i still have, like,

2002-10-17T19:21:00.000-05:00

:::7:18pm Current Saying: No matter how bad you feel, you're true friends can always lift you up! okay, i just now fully read what abbycat left in my comments. *HUGE huggles to abbycat*!!!! you are sssooooooo awesome!!! lol i really needed that!!! lol Thank you!! ^.^

2002-10-17T19:18:00.000-05:00

:::7:08pm Current Saying: The worst you feel, the more you'll have to get done. i use to put a lot of quotes up there, remember? lately i've just been having so many thoughts and ideas. i almost wonder if i'm still supposed to be going to school. i keep getting sick, i'm doing poorly in classes, and i have all of these web site ideas, etc. but i don't feel any direction from God to

2002-10-11T13:27:00.000-05:00

:::1:13pm Current saying: My world has been shattered. . . put it back. i was in a mood whenever i said that too. . lolol but it was a happy mood. am i any better than the last time i blogged? not really. . . ~.~ i'm rather getting on my nerves, but i'm trying to get better. i really think it's just being stressed out about everything. i did poorly on my program. . . that i spent

2002-10-08T22:00:00.000-05:00

:::9:57pm Current Saying: It's not the end of the world I fear, it's the end of me. forgive me, bloggers, i'm in a mood. yes, occassionally sera gets so stressed or depressed or something that she goes off on weird tangents and generally feels sorry for herself. i was mean to trebias tonight and i feel dreadful for it! :'( i don't know what my problem is. part of it was having to

2002-10-03T15:46:00.000-05:00

:::3:35pm Current Saying:That's strange. It was a simple question. ~ Kohaku, Wish yeah!!! lol i got all of my archives back!! lol and they show up on my new layout!! lol want to see something cool? check out my Elemental Creatures. no, they are NOT up for general adoption! these are "uniques" that I made for an RPG on mascara. anyways, let me know what you think, Ks? as much

2002-09-30T09:19:00.000-05:00

:::9:02am Current Saying: Mercy always comes before truth. guess what?!?!?!?! we have a new roomie!!! ^.^ lol she can't move in till probably mid- to late-october, but that's fine!!! ^.^ it's my goodgood friend, Abby!!! she's awesome!!! i met her at college and we clicked, then she just disappeared. . . *sighs* lol then she'd come in to town and i'd never know about it till a week

2002-09-27T11:22:00.000-05:00

:::11:03am Current saying: God's not calling me to fix their problems, but I may be called to live with them. ~Becky, my stepmom! ^.^ due to the wonderful suggestions by people on mascara, i'm going to try different font colours and font sizes. right now i'm just going to play with the font size. mostly b/c the laptop is't hooked up, which has ps and psp which is where i usually pull

2002-09-24T20:39:00.000-05:00

:::8:27pm Current saying: And that all is falling, all fallen, from the beginning on empty air. Nothing being asked at all. No one asking me for anything at all. ~W1, Play, Samuel Beckett bwahahaaaaa! new layout! ^.^ please let me know how it looks! i'll be asking for alot of ppl's opinions because this is the first layout that i designed to be compatible with both 1024x768 and

2002-09-24T16:50:00.000-05:00

:::4:43pm Current saying: and thus she said. . . boo! i finally made the new layout. obviously at the time of this posting it hasn't been put up yet, but that's okay, because i forgive myself! ^.^ lol i have lots of hw (as usual) so i may try to get done with that before i mess around with the blog anymore. . .then again, i may decide hw is boring, and just play with the blog all

2002-09-21T22:44:00.000-05:00

:::10:38pm Current saying: A kiss is just a kiss until you fall in love. nothing really deep right now. . . just homework. . . *sighs* unix chapters 8 and 9. *sighs* lol i opened another blog. . . >.< i did that for my roomie b/c she didn't have any friends listed there. no real name, because the free accounts have little customization available. . . i may call it -ness . . . lol

2002-09-19T15:39:00.000-05:00

:::3:36pm Use fire in moderation, for burned hair stinks something awful. ~Llewellyan, Ozy and Millie

2002-09-19T15:33:00.000-05:00

:::3:07pm Current saying: We spend each day, going about our business, not making eye contact, physical contact, emotional contact. We are robots, set to one task, loop until death. welcome to another edition of vague insanity! here's our host, seraaches! hello, everyone, and welcome to vague insanity! today's issue will be the discussion of our layout ver 1.0::meet yourself. to

2002-09-18T09:17:00.000-05:00

:::8:21am Current saying: There's no point in boiling your cabbage twice. ~Irish proverb did God see you at the pole today? He saw me! ^.^ i just encourage everyone, whether or not you can get to a flagpole, to just spend a little extra time in prayer for our nation. we all know it needs it! Lord, just bless America today. help us feel a great spirit of unity through out our

2002-09-17T21:37:00.000-05:00

:::9:14pm Current saying: Anyone care to join me for dinner? We're having roast irony and pickled foreshadowing. ~Darth Vader, Hand Puppet Movie Theatre i'm pretending to do hw again. . . . i only have. . . 7 more chapters to do! tonight! or something! -.- what is the one thing that is common to directories, devices, terminals, and printers? hmmmms. . . *muses* i think it's because

2002-09-17T09:12:00.000-05:00

: : : ::::9:09am Nothing else but seeing God in everything will make us loving and pateint with those who annoy and trouble us. They wll be to us then only instruments for accomplishing His tender and wise purposes toward us, and we shall even find ourselves at last inwardly thanking them for the blessing they bring us. Nothing else will completely put an end to all murmuring

2002-09-16T22:02:00.000-05:00

:::10:00pm Current saying: Time and patience would bring a snail to America. Irish Proverb g'morning! well, that and g'night! lol i'm really tired. . . trebias is playing onimusha on his new ps2. it's interesting, but a bit too graphic for me, you know? i'd rather play legend of mana!!! lol the only things you kill are bad things, and they don't actually die! lol they just. . . .

2002-09-16T16:49:00.000-05:00

:::4:43pm Current saying: Now, I don't want you to understand division as we understand division. One of my profs. i decided to change the format of my posts. . . .I'll probably change it again at a later date, b/c now it's too much like Kawaii-san. ^.^ look to the right. . . Midnight Twilight!!!!! my first "real" button exchange!!! ^.^ aren't you glad? besides which, she has an

2002-09-13T02:10:00.000-05:00

:::091302::: :::4:57pm all wind has left my sails. i think the agenda is done, but i don't know because i'm waiting for the ad to call me back. i've been thinking about 9/11 again. it sobers me. . . not in the way that i have been drunk, but in extreme seriousness. that's odd for someone of my personality. . ^.^ lol i find myself wondering what it was like to actually be there. i

2002-09-11T23:28:00.000-05:00

Even after a year, my memories are still vivid. The horror. The desperation. A couple, tightly clasping hands, leaping from the burning inferno to what could only bring death. What did they feel as the wind pulled at their clothes, hair streamed up? Was is fear? Anger? Hatred for the bringers of this chaos? Or was all they knew, in their last, precious moments, was all they felt simply a

2002-09-03T13:51:00.000-05:00

:::090302::: :::1:42pm Current saying: Due to the current economic situation, the light at the end of the tunnel has been turned off until further notice. ~Michael D. Zigger, beginners.perl.org yet another long day. . . lol first exec meeting is today, just a little after 5. i'm about to start work on the agenda. i came up with a new layout over the weekend (while we were all watching

2002-08-30T13:18:00.000-05:00

:::083002::: :::1:08pm Current saying: You know it's going to be a long day when you've finish seven work orders, gone to two meetings, helped five other people, and managed to reboot at least three switches and the clock says it's 9:00am. well, i have about a gazillion workorders. . . *sighs* it's a bunch of people who don't know how to hook up their cable modems. there are diagrams.

2002-08-28T09:50:00.000-05:00

:::082802::: :::9:24am Current saying: Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy! ~ Edd, from Ed, Edd, and Eddy look how early it is!!! i've been getting up at 6:00am!!! totally insane!!! know why? because trebias and i have been going to work out!!! yeah!! lol i'm up to like 40 lbs on my arms (lol i was pulling 50-60 earlier this week, but now all my muscles are tired! lol) and 40-60 on my legs.

2002-07-25T16:12:00.000-05:00

:::072502::: :::4:02pm Current saying: When I am most myself and see the clearest, men are the least to be seen; they are like muscae volitantes, and that they are seen at all is the proof of imperfect vision. ~Henry David Thoreau pretty harsh saying, huh? i've been reading some excerpts from his journals, and it really made me start to think about what i write here, or even in the

2002-07-15T11:21:00.000-05:00

:::071502::: :::11:22am lol yepp,that's definitely not an 800x600 layout!!! lol looks best as 1024x768 full screen. . . :) i've forgotten the keystroke to make it full screen tho. . hmmms. .. lol well, anyways. . . :::11:18am Current Saying: Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. ~Romans12:2a i took down

2002-07-11T08:04:00.000-05:00

:::071102::: :::7:54am Current Saying: I know just enough to get myself in trouble. ~TA greetings!!! i'll be adding a site shortly and it's for the WT Anime Club. site design by tim, who has done an excellent!!!! job! great work! :D well, it's been a few days. .. lol i just realized that i get anxiety attacks before i go to work and right after i get there. then, after i open

2002-07-04T14:59:00.000-05:00

:::070402::: ::2:51pm Current Listening To: Cowboy Bebop Happy 4th of July!!!! i love this cd!!!!! lol i think it's got to be one of my absolute favs!!! lol and it's definitely the one i listen to the most!!! o.O lol i'm going to be gone this weekend, btw. . . lol i'm leaving tonight to go to my parents then tomorrow WAY early i'm riding up to angelfire with my stepmom and

2002-07-03T10:24:00.000-05:00

:::070302::: ::10:22am Currently Listening To: Tree63 hey, ppl!!! updating my website today!! yeah!!! lol i decided to go ahead and put a link to this blog on there. .. .so ppl will actually come here. . . *shudders* that's kindof a scary thought!!!! lol. . . well, it's not like i haven't been writing to ya'll anyway. i was just going to pu a link to the page but, well, i lost it

2002-06-27T16:33:00.000-05:00

:::062702::: ::4:37pm okay the forum's down. . . *sighs* now i have nothing to do. . . . *sighs* lol today i put my school's switches on a spreadsheet with all the important info. . . . yeee. .. lol for you newbies (to my world, anyway. .. . lol) yee generally isn't considered a good thing. . . ah, well. . . neopets is a bum!!!!!!! lol at the soup faerie it's making me click once

2002-06-21T11:08:00.000-05:00

:::062102::: ::11:12am oh!! btw~ i'll try to make my own bg sometime this weeked. . . or layout. . or both!!! lol i'm not sure b/c i'm going to a seminar. "Building an Emotional Healty Marriage". o.O that's interesting, huh?! lol wish me luck! ::11:00am g'morning, all! :) i doubt there's even anyone reading this yet, but that's okay! ^.^ last night was SSSOOO hectic!!!

2002-06-20T09:45:00.000-05:00

:::062002::: ::4:19pm Currently listening to: Cowboy Bebop trebias (codename!!! lol), my ex-fiancee, is here!! want to say anything??? *"Hi, blog readers. I'm not a bad person!"* lol he's silly!!!! lol that's why i still want to marry him. . *pointed look* *"And she's so cute, which is why I still want to marry her. I hope we get our acts together soon. . .that would